in a funk

I think I'm getting depressed because I spend so much of my time doing things that don't make me happy. How do I know I'm depressed? Because we have a big even coming up the end of April, and I can't drag myself off the couch to make sure I have things stockpiled to sell. I can't motivate myself to sew, draw, or paint. And I can't even go out and play with my new camera because by the time I get out of work at 7, all the natural light is gone. And then I make things worse by going on etsy and reading all the "Quit Your Day Job" features. If it were just that easy. If I didn't have so much student loan debt dragging me down, maybe I would have a little more courage to make that leap. Time to go buy a lotto ticket!